When I lose my head

These last months have been indescribable. I have (as we say in Sweden) lost my head so many times and acted like I never would have been acting otherwise. I have had so many things and projects in my mind at the same time so I totally lost control of everything. For example:

I forgot to bring extra medical equipment when I went away for 4 days which could have ended badly. Thanks to all the McGyver episodes I watched so much when I was young.

I also forgot my wallet, with all my important cards and money in my sommer house 3 hours drive from where I was when I realized it was gone. Thanks to my piggy bank I managed for a week without driving a 6 hours trip.

I managed to miss a dentist visit and a visit to my Diabetes doctor which is not only a hassle to re-book but I needed to pay for those missed visit as well. And in Sweden, medical visits cost – a lot!

I also forgot my handbag in a night club, in that bag were my glasses (which is very nice to use when working with the computer all the time). However, also in the handbag and what was maybe The worse thing, was that my favourite bikini was stuck in a plastic bag and was still soaking wet when I picked the handbag up 4 days later!! eyuuuu!

And finally, without realizing what I was doing called up my friend at 05.00, and that is not okey. What happened was that i was writing a message to her and obviously called her up, which i did not realize until the day after when she sent me an upset message. I would never call anyone at that time if there was no emergency, i just must have been to tired and pushed the wrong button, and i am so ashamed specially when looking at my recent call that day!

However, now I am poor, I am not in a hospital, I have my wallet and handbag back, I have apologised and I will not send messages so late anymore. I have no reason to stress anymore….I just need to find my head again!

1 comment 08 June 2009